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Hello! It's my news laa...

2011-08-04T22:41:00.000+08:00

I used to say that we have no right to share other ppl secrets with somebody else even though how much we eager to spill it out! The same applies to exclusive news like when i am about to break the news that i will be moving out, i really appreciates that you not the one who spill it first. I am the one who will be moving out, so let's spare the chance to me, babes..after it my news, dont cha think? Well, im not trying to make a big deal out of this, only that i wish i'll be the one to tell about me self. care to respect that, love? when i know that they already know about my news, it's a crystal clear la u talk about me behind kan..kita tau who won't tapi dont let it be to obvious ye darling. until then, peace y'all...

Random Mini Updates

2011-06-21T23:01:00.000+08:00

Okay, here's the thing.

1) Did i ask for your opinion? Not that i knew. Stop being so opinionated, at least not about how i deal with my life. My God, kau sakit kat mana if travel to my office by komuter? Aku guna petrol kau ker? Aku guna duit kau ke? Tak kan? If i choose to spend RM10 per day to pay my fare, let it be. Apa masalah kau?

2) If your friends look down to you, then you are the one who should look up to yourself. Yes, no denial, people do judge. Bullshit la if someone claimed, i dont judge. We all judge, it's like our thing kan. Some people do art & craft, but we judge. Okay, let say A dapat chamber kat firm Z yang all law geeks tau, the allowance is based on ur CGPA. A punya CGPA 2nd Upper, and dapat sekian sekian amaun. Classmate A, Y pulak first class grad dapat la 2k. S kawan sekelas pun mengeluarkan pendapat, mesti A nanti down sbb elaun x sebanyak Y. Herrrrrrrrrrkkkkk, okay S, i resent that. As far i know A, dia sangat persistant walaupun aku selalu merajuk dengan dia yet i still believe the best in him. If he choose the way he choose, we have no right to say no. What we can do is support him from behind..goshh...i dont know whether this is too early to say...as far as i can see, he still standing, mate!

3) Yeah, what else? Oh that resume thing. Okay ni intro, aku datang dari family yang susah. So, aku da plan dari first year on how to mengubah nasib family termasuklah subscribe LiNA Jobstreet tu, attending career workshops, expanding work experience bla bla bla. I create my own resume from my first year lagi. Bertukar tukar design sampai la aku tertarik dengan template Jobstreet..professional la sikit. One day, my friend asked me to forward my resume as she wanted to see one. Okey then, i kinda shocked when she told that was for her aunt to see. Okay, you never mentioned that before. I thought it ended there. Sampailah hari interview kerja gomen, i saw a similar resume and i was like, mesti guna jobstreet jugak kan, seriously with good faith, and my adorable other friend replied, taulah orang amik dia punya. Aku terkedu sambil tersenyum, i dont want thing to be awkward. Aku jugak nak jaga perasaan orang kan. I was angry. It supposed to be PnC. Apa perasaan korang if resume korang diedarkan tanpa pengetahuan korang. For some, CGPA might be a sensitive case. I tried not to make a big deal out of this. Tapi weyyy, korang tak inform aku dulu, that was the shocking part!! So reasonable la jugak aku nak tak berapa hepi kan.

To be continue!

The Climb - the one closest to my heart right now

2011-04-16T19:57:00.000+08:00

I can almost see it

That dream I am dreaming

But there’s a voice inside my head saying

“You’ll never reach it”

Every step I’m taking

Every move I make feels

Lost with no direction

My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying

Gotta keep my head held high

There’s always gonna be another mountain

I’m always gonna wanna make it move

Always gonna be a uphill battle

Sometimes I’m gonna have to lose

Ain’t about how fast I get there

Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side

It’s the climb

The struggles I’m facing

The chances I’m taking

Sometimes might knock me down

But no, I’m not breaking

I may not know it

But these are the moments that

I’m gonna remember most, yeah

Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong

Just keep pushing on

‘Cause there’s always gonna be another mountain

I’m always gonna wanna make it move

Always gonna be a uphill battle

Sometimes I’m gonna have to lose

Ain’t about how fast I get there

Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side

It’s the climb, yeah!

There’s always gonna be another mountain

I’m always gonna wanna make it move

Always gonna be an uphill battle

Somebody’s gonna have to lose

Ain’t about how fast I get there

Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side

It’s the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing

Keep the faith, baby

It’s all about, it’s all about the climb

Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa

deeper conversation

2011-04-13T00:04:00.003+08:00

Is your favourite colour blue?

Do you always tell the truth?

Do you believe in outerspace?

And I'm learning you

Is your skin as tanned as mine?

Does your hair flow sideways?

Did someone took a portion of your heart?

And I'm learning you

And if you don't mind

Can you tell me

All your hopes and fears

And Everything that you believe in

Would you make a difference in the world

I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation

Only you can make me

I let my guard down for you

And in time you will too

If you don't mind

Can you tell me

All your hopes and fears

And Everything that you believe in

Would you make a difference in the world

I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation

Only you can make me

shhhh....

2011-02-10T17:23:00.001+08:00

Contest Kenal Tasha???

2010-12-05T02:45:00.000+08:00

untuk maklumat lanjut sila klik blog beliau.

1. APAKAH NAMA PENUH TASHA?

c. Intan Natasha Bt Abu Bakar

2. APAKAH TARIKH LAHIR TASHA?

b. 19/08/1987

3. APAKAH WARNA KEGEMARAN TASHA?

a. pink

4. APAKAH LAGU YANG PALING TASHA SUKA NYANYI?

d. L.O.V.E

5. TASHA TAKUT PADA BINATANG APA?

c. kucing dan tikus (sbb tikus kencing kat almari. hehe)

6. APAKAH TAJUK FILEM YANG PERTAMA DALAM BLOG TASHA?

b. Final Destination 4 (gigih aku cari tau tasha)

7. APAKAH MY PASSION TASHA?

a. menari dan make up (actually semua diatas kan..kan..kan)

8. APAKAH NAMA PENUH ADIK BONGSU TASHA?

c. Abu Izzani B Abu Bakar

9. APAKAH BARANG PERTAMA YANG DIBELI SECARA ON9 OLEH TASHA?

(sertakan gambarnya sekali)

inikah???

10. NAMA PAKAIAN YANG TASHA PAKAI PADA KARNIVAL SILANG BUDAYA 2009 &2010 ADALAH...

b. pakaian orang iban dan sari

saya tag mereka dibawah:

dilla rafael

shahrysham

haniszalikha?

SLOGAN : Saya kenal Tasha sebagai seorang yang simple but yet attrative & truth be told, it's nice knowin' her for herself & not for the rewards.

Random Babblings

2010-11-30T16:02:00.000+08:00

Halo,

It's been what? A week since my last posts? and a week is equal to a year during holidays. Luckily, Nabil's here. So, ada lah teman untuk berbicara soal ~~hati dan perasaan~~ politik negara . H'ah, you bet!

Program TV yang ada pun bolehlah di-digest, takdelah yang bored-to-death e.g midsomer's murder. Actually, kalau follow from starting boleh diterima kowt. Since remote ASSTRO yang baru dibeli last raya pun rosak, terpaksalah guna cara manual by clicking @decoder. Channel 701/702 jelah yang aku layan. Bukan sebab aku tak layan CH555, NatGeo or what tapi tak langgan. Itulah al-sebabnya.

Okay start dengan CH 701. They got Hawaii Five O, both original dan new season. Aku suka yang lama, but one thing for sure, the theme song is catchy. Love it. Lagi cerita apa yang ada @701, Amazing Race? Makin bosan.Hmm, hah ada sekali AXN tayang Hocus Pocus. Walaupun cite ni kelakar tapi aku still terkejut okay coz watched it pukul 3am. Antara ketiga-tiga witch tu aku suka Sarah Sanderson, aku rasa dia cantik tho' she's witch tapi bila tgk credit, i cant believe she's SJP okay. Couldnt tell at first.

Jack Lord

No more Hallmark okay, it's DIVA Universal now. Whatever. Sadly, Nanny's gone. Banyak new series. Top Chef paling best sebab aku suka makan. My Favourite Chef is Blais. Love is in the air. Haihh...What's else? The Good Wife is interesting. I love, oh what's her name? Kendall. Kendra or something. Really admired her research finding skills. Biggest Loser? I hate drama. In conclusion, tak banyak cerita best tapi life must goes on.

Richard Blais

SJP in witch movie?

FACELIFT 2.0

2010-11-21T14:37:00.001+08:00

Home Schhwwweettt Home

Sekarang adalah cuti semester for me & friends. it's been a week already for me being stay-at-home vampire. gosh, im in desperate need of reasons to wake up in the morning. and so far, i've none. i'm thinking of working but the zen isn't really there. Bab weight, tok sah cerita la beb. Buat gua fed up saja. 4 weeks left until hols end. I kinda hope, i have well-manage my cuti.

Owh.

Btw, perasan tak something new, something old, something blue and something borrowed ? Oohh..puh-lease, it's not the wedding bells yang kerapkali berbunyi waktu cuti sekolah, akan tetapi my blog layout yang telah berubah.

Why black?
#You cant go wrong with black.

Train Lover?
#Nice to meet you. I'm a train lover, be it KTMB or Orient Express*someday*. It's IN and SuperClassic
#Because i love TRAIN too. Dont ask me what song of theirs i love. Cause i'll answer, Hey Soul Sister one and only! Other than that, i didnt bother to look out okay.

Lomo?
#darn rite, i wish to own one. tapi everytime i have money, i think it'll be a waste saja. so now, i'll rely on picnik. perhaps someday i'll be part of the great lomoNATION.

------------------------the end.
post/writing: blurr

Updated!

2010-11-20T23:11:00.000+08:00

hello silent reader ( is it any?), or it just me? whatever.

it's been ages since my last mini-post. rite, i've been lazy. guilty as charged. somehow, it makes me ponder, it just a few months left before i step into the jobmarket, am i marketable enough? is there ppl who wants to employ me? am i ready to step out of this comfort zone? what should i do people? *sighed*

some of my colleague got into this U-SET programme organize by Khazanah Nasional & UKM. I read a lil bit about this. It is a good programme tho'. and i shall say that those who has been selected (among those've high CGPA) was lucky. i felt sad jugak la at first for not be among the chosen one. *___*. but later that day, ramai jugak yang cant join for their own reason and urgently need for a replacement. a few friends did asked me whether i want in or not. i said no. i dunno, i deeply think high of this event but somehow i dont have interest that much to join. i dont have problem to return to Bangi earlier but unfortunately i dont have the fire in me anymore. plus, i've an appointment of the Dec 2nd with Peg. Peguatkuasa JAIK. That appointment just strenghten my reason not to join.

however, i wish all the best to all the participants of U-SET. may you guys gain a lot in that two weeks time. and for those who still interested to join, you may do so by sending an e-mail to, i cant remember the email but you can refer to e-pelajar site coz they do advertise right there about this event.

post/writing: jangan kedekut ilmu ye ppl...do share with me the input!!!

Happy Eid Mubarak

2010-09-10T09:12:00.000+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya buat rakan-rakan yang berada di seluruh Malaysia dan juga beberapa di luar negara. Buat keluarga ~~mertua~~ yang berada di Sungai Petani, Kedah, serta crush ku yang kacak luar dan dalam di ~~Selatern~~, Joe Flizzow yang masih hip hop, Najwa Kau yang Punya, Malique dan keluarga serta yang mengenali diri ini. Maafkanlah segala salah silap yang telah kulakukan.

Selamat Hari Raya & Maaf Zahir Batin

2010-09-09T11:39:00.000+08:00

Dear Mister Whoever You Are (if only you're exist),

Will you promise me that we will not end up just like them? I'm tired with all this, every single time.

Sincerely,
Me

Mia Targetto

2010-04-14T11:55:00.000+08:00

yes, i'm weight scale freak!

Well, it is exam week which means i cant have strict no food policy. That because i cant focus on my last minutes revision when my mind is actually craving for Nasi Kukus Intan. My weight is reaching the number 65 at last after two weeks not moving from 66. Kinda worried but life must move on. I guess patience is the key. With lack of calorie-burning activities, i cant complained much. It is a very busy week after all.

I've been thinking of detoxing my body, i've decided will do it at home nanti. Therefore, gonna google a lot of thing before balik. Speaking of balik rumah, i aim for my weight to be at 63 before i go back home. Then, at home i will try to reduce it to 60 within 6-7 weeks holiday. There'll be a lot of temptation, i'm sure but we'll see..

From there, if i succeed, that means only 10kg left to lose. When all my friends is planning to grad with great CGPA, i've decided to to grad with less weight. Let say 50, is it possible? Again, we'll see. I have the whole final year to lose 10kg. Ahakkss, i guess it's time to hit gym. Luckily, our new home is near to the gym.

After all, what man propose, the God may dispose. It's just the target that i plan for myself..and i hold no pressure for myself. No worries. God Willing.

A.N.N.I.E

2010-04-06T16:52:00.000+08:00

Loves her look, that jacket & those skinny leather pants.

On the right, Kate Spade Hobo Bag in green is so lovely.

This black & white combo looks good on Annie.

That Chanel Necklace is so Elegant.

Confessions of A+ Shopaholix

2010-04-06T13:11:00.000+08:00

This week I spent every available hour watched Confessions of a Shopaholic by Isla Fisher (pronounced Aila not Isla) as a favour for myself in order to understand the subject of Company Law better (help me find the relevant). How so? I don’t know I just make up reasons to rationalize my omission to study. I watched it pretty frequent, one after one. Months before, I did a quiz about some movie character at facebook and as a result, I was the Rebecca Bloomwood. And now I understand why, I love shopping so much, be it clothes, shoes that I never wear, groceries, gadgets, beauty products and as the list goes on and I spent every single dime of my scholarship for the shopping. Sometimes I felt really bad about it and have no doubt why I need to work. I cant burden my parents for my crucial addiction of shopping. It was so immature. Later than, I found a few similarities between me and Rebecca Bloomwood.

Why I shop? As Rebecca Bloomwood said, when she shops, the world gets better. Yes, it is so true and I feel the same. I feel better when I shop. I have nine lusts, people. That’s answer it. To be true, I have no savings, no insurance or whatsoever for my raining days. I stopped using ATM card at March as my allowance for this semester reached zero cents. Thank God, at least I have hard-to-reach so called saving @ KWSP. At least, I can see some money after my effort of working. The reason we have money is to spend. We can’t bring it to grave. So, what’s the purpose of having money but you never touch it and instead kept burdening other people in life.

I don’t say spend your money until getting bankrupt but learn when to put a pullstop. What is important is adapt what we learn in Consumer Law in life. I’m proud to say, by shopping, I get to be a better consumer. I know my rights better. I know the rule to be a smart shopper and the most important, I contributed to generate economy growth. *wink wink*

So people, what are you waiting for? Get your shoes and starts the shopping marathon (not necessarily just don’t be Haji Bakhil sudeyh). Ciao and Good day!

i'm so loving Beck's look for the interview!

loike the gloves and bags, plus the cardigan!

Good Girl Gone BADminton

2010-03-17T11:58:00.000+08:00

Pah Bedah

December 07

Around 75kg...

Yes, banyak post aku lepas ni akan berkisar tentang program diet aku. Hahaha...i hope you dont mind. Current weight aku sekarang 66.7kg. Last timbang pagi tadi. Suka2 tho' still got a lot to go. I really need to lose weight. I'm an obese with height 153cm. Sangat tak proportionate and i'm easily tired. Please la kalau nampak aku makan sikit kat kafe fac, dont questioned why and jangan paksa aku makan. I'll eat when i want to eat...Dont worry, i wont be model thin. I just want to keep fit.

Macam mana aku boleh overweight? Aku akan sentiasa ingat story ni..Waktu kecik, i'm so thin..Tok Teh aku cakap kat bapak aku, "Intan ni tak makan ka?"....My bapak got worried and bought me Appeton & Charm Vit C to boost my selera makan. Supposedly, i ate the Vit. C once or twice a day...but it taste so good to me as a kid..i started ate it 10 times per day...I can finished one bottle in a couple of days...The results...as you can see me now...TEMBAM...hehehe...sometimes, aku saja bergurau dengan parents aku, sumer salah bapak beli appeton kat orang, kan sekarang orang dah gemuk....and they just laughed...

Semalam aku pegi main badminton dengan Sham, Azie, Ya, Yana and Nashriq..Ingat nak hit GYM KKM but closed la pulak...tu yang crash diaorang main badminton...it's pretty cool knowing im not so bad at badminton tho' aku main dengan gaya tennis...all thiz time, aku tak follow yana sebab im not confident main badminton. lepas ni, tunggula aku beli raket sendiri..hehe...

I really hope i can lose some more. Jom exercise together-gether!!!! Let's be healthy and HOT at the same time...

Crush & Inspiration ....

2010-03-13T17:32:00.045+08:00

Mac 2010

69.8Kg
now: 68.6 Kg

April 2008

78kg

My pal, Sham, once wrote in his piece that got published in EH!, that bila kita crush pada seseorang , we would like to look good in front of him/her. By choosing the best clothwear from our simple wardrobe, we make it interesting by mix and matching it with accessories, bags and shoes..we did all that, only to look good in front of our crush. Do you really do that?

For me, i dont know whether i used to be like that or not. [Jawapan selamat sebab nanti orang questioned, bila masa kau dress up? teruk je fashion sense kau aku tengok..hehe]. Crush or no crush, it's all the same. They may inspired you but after all, it's you who decide who you want to be. You can dress like Kelly Osbourne, make up like Amy Winehouse and at the same time having a guy who love you for who you are. The one who love the craziness in you and do not complain about it, the one who vow not to change you in any way, the one who crave for your curves, and the one who will not question your messy fashion style. [ berangan jaa ]

I used to try everything just to make my crush notice me. Sadly, he dont even realize i was there. He dont even know my name. I guess that was pathetic. It took me years to realize that i should not live up to his expectation. I cant force him to like me. It's the IN thing. Soal hati dan perasaan ni mana boleh dipaksa-paksa kan. I need to move on and let him go. Bak kata Nickelback, it's gotta be somebody for me out there. It just a matter of time. Walaupun my ex-crush tidak menjadi milikku, but he did inspired me in some way. Because of him, i learnt that there still be tomorrow to eat, i googled how to play with colours on my face, and i managed to boost my confidence level. It's a good thing, bukan? Tapi untuk mengatakan si dia memberi sumbangan yang besar, i dont think so. He just inspired me but my biggest influence is still my beloved family.

In a nutshell, i would say it's ok to have crush, be it some eligible DPP, a hot seafarer or a gorgeous Tennis Player. They might inspired you in some way but at the end, you are the one who decide who you want to be. Period.

Post/Script: Even without crush, my diet still need to be carry on. Do support me eyh!

"You dont alter Vera Wang, You alter yourself to fit Vera"
- Bride Wars

Can't wait for the attachment!

2010-03-03T22:08:00.006+08:00

Salam & Howdie people!

Back-to-Back test sudah pun berakhir @ 11am. Gila, yeah.. it just a test but still i want to score for it. Walaupun last nite end up tak baca apa pun tapi nasib baik la boleh cover untuk test tadi..Came quite early to class with Yana coz we aim to sit at the backbench. Well, once a backbenchers, always a backbenchers.

Nuff bout test.. tadi waktu break kat kafe, aku cerita pada Izzat yang macam mana bapak aku tak bagi amy duduk rumah aku waktu attachment nanti yang mana aku dan amy buat di firm yang sama. Bapak aku yang ala2 amar makruf nahi mungkar kata, kawin dulu baru boleh dok serumah. Aku yang innocent tak faham, macam mana aku dengan amy nak kawin, pempuan dengan pempuan. Last2, baru aku paham, bapak aku ingat AMYrul yang nak dok umah aku, padahal AMY Baling (Panggilan mak bapak aku buat Amy) yang pempuan. Aku geleng kepala sama bapak aku yang ketawa besar lepas itu. Kata bapak, kalau Amy Baling, bolehlah.

Yang buat aku excited sebab izzat cakap nanti bila-bila boleh la gather and hang out sekali. Dalam kepala otak aku memang itu yang aku dok pikir. Aku malas nak pikir suasana kat firm macam mana, boleh kecut perut dibuatnya. Sebab tu la aku pikir lokasi hang out mana yang sesuai. He3.

Oklah, aku nak sambung buat report pasal Law of the Sea..ciao!

Post/script: Well, dimana sahaja korang disangkutkan, i wish all the best for you guys..

Al-Fatihah buat Syafia Humairah

2010-02-28T13:03:00.002+08:00

BREAKING NEWS:- POLIS TELAH MENAHAN SUSPEK KES DERA BUDAK BERUSIA 3 TAHUN DAN MENDAPATI SUSPEK MEMPUNYAI EKOR DIBAHAGIAN BELAKANG BADAN DAN DUA TANDUK TAJAM DI BAHAGIAN KEPALA SERTA BERKULIT MERAH.

quoting Berita Harian;

"Kita juga akan memanggil beberapa saksi yang mendakwa melihat suspek menendang kanak-kanak itu di padang berdekatan rumahnya pada hari berkenaan," katanya ketika dihubungi di sini, semalam.

- Budak tiga tahun tu baya Onie jer..Kenapa disepak-sepaknya? Budak tu bukannya bola nak ditendang-tendang. Dayus betul, sepak budak 3 tahun, kalau nak tunjuk hebat sangat cari la lawan yang sepadan. Ini tidak, budak kecil tu jugak la yang kau nak hentam. Celakaa...

Syafia Humairah dipercayai meninggal dunia dalam perjalanan ke HKKB ketika dibawa suspek dan ditinggalkan di wad kecemasan selepas mendakwa kanak-kanak itu mati akibat kemalangan jalan raya.

-Bodoh. Irresponsible! Baling batu sorok tangan. Tahu pun takut...kata UStaz aku dulu, TAK ADA $%&$!

Terdahulu, suasana di pekarangan bilik mayat HKKB kecoh seketika apabila keluarga teman lelaki ibu mangsa turut datang menziarah jenazah kanak-kanak itu dan dikatakan mahu menuntut jenazah mangsa sebelum keadaan kembali reda beberapa minit selepas itu.

-Guilty, may be? Tapi kalau betul la mahu menuntut jenazah mangsa, aku tak faham kenapa. Mereka tiada locus standi. Suspek dan ibu mangsa bukanlah husband and wife.Maka demikian, keluarga sebelah ibu lah yang seharusnya menuntut jenazah.

Mungkin apa yang berlaku ada hikmahnya, dan aku rasa Syafia Humairah sudah tenang di sana tanpa dipukul, ditendang, disiksa sedemikian rupa. Al-Fatihah buat Syafia dan bayi dan kanak-kanak yang menjadi mangsa manusia yang bertopengkan syaitan.

Haramkah by Melly

2010-02-28T10:53:00.005+08:00

gambar hiasan

Haram-haramkah aku

Bila hatiku jatuh cinta

Tuhan pegangi hatiku

Biar aku tak jadi melanggar

Aku cinta pada dirinya

Cinta pada pandang pertama

Sifat manusia ada padaku

Aku bukan Tuhan

Haram-haramkah aku

Bila aku terus menantinya

Biar waktu berakhir

Bumi dan langit berantakan
Aku tetap ingin dirinya

Tak mungkin aku berdusta

Hanya Tuhan yang bisa jadikan

Yang tak mungkin menjadi mungkin

Aku hanya ingin cinta yang halal

Di mata dunia juga akhirat

Biar aku sepi aku hampa aku basi

Tuhan sayang aku

Aku hanya ingin cinta yang halal

Dengan dia tentu atas ijinNya

Ketika cinta bertasbih

Tuhan beri aku cinta

Ku menanti cinta…

Open House pictures only!

2009-10-21T18:27:00.003+08:00

lovely housemates
-yana-dilla-amy-mimi-intan

ajieb interfreme!!tetamu yang datang..thanx korang!!

syimiir and fellas

Jemputan Open House

2009-10-07T01:34:00.002+08:00

Jemputlah datang ke Open House rumah sewa saya dan kawan-kawan yang akan diadakan on this coming Sunday, 11 Oct 2009 yang bermula 6pm until 10pm. Alamat rumah akan diberitahu secara face-2-face untuk menghargai privasi..ceyt tak boleh belah...Terdapat pelbagai jenis makanan akan disediakan..hehe pelbagai la sangat kan..Tapi boleh la untuk open house rumah bujang. Sila pakai baju raya yeah untuk membangkitkan mood Raya..hehe...Transportation kautiem sendiri yeah. Kami amat menghargai sekiranya anda meng-RSVP kami. Apa-apa masalah sila hubungi ahli rumah kami iaitu Safinaz, Mimiy, Yana, DIlla and Amy. Ini bukan wakenabeb dan...mmm SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!

Oh..bad

2009-10-06T12:37:00.002+08:00

Aku rasa aku dah bagi one bad first impression la..

where'd i go with my guts?

2009-10-05T22:58:00.002+08:00

dear intan,

what you have done? getting involved with the most hazardous thing in the world. seriously, where'd you go with your guts? i bet that person doesnt care. that's the price you pay when you crossed a line..

-mr devil

dear intan,

you've done nothing wrong. it's the purest feeling in the world. honey, where'd you go with your guts, you always have faith in people and trust the best in them. what make you change? believe me, trust your instinct and you'll lose nothin'.

-miss angel

p/s; what should i do?

for the last time

2009-10-05T22:25:00.003+08:00

it seems a few of people suddenly became opinionated of my decision to find a part time job. Among the opinions are;

- dia: baper dia bayar?
-aku: adalah 3.80rm sejam.
- dia: sikitnya, baik ko tak yah keje.
-aku (dalam hati): macam la ko nak bayar aku 200rm sebulan kalau aku tak keja.

-dia: baper ko dapat intan?
-aku: adalah dalam 200rm sebulan
-dia: rugi n buat penat jar
-aku(dalam hati lagi): hmmm, at least aku x mintak duit kat mak bapak aku dah..what a shame, umur dah boleh mengundi, mintak duit kat mak lagi...

-dia: mak aku cakap sian kat intan, kerja..aku pun cakap kat mak aku, sian gak kat ko, balik keje penat terus tidur.
-aku (dalam hati of coz): thanx for the pity vote tho' aku tak baper suke pity and what the hellboy aku balik keje terus tidor, very the false assumption. paling awal aku tido pun kul 2.

Dear friends, i really appreciate ur sort of support tapi doesnt mean what good for ya is good for me. Lemme try to sketch my own path coz i'm trying not to be some SPOILED BRAT. no offense i hope. till then.

Come on lahh...

2009-09-13T06:33:00.002+08:00

It is a pleasure for me to assist my beloved customer to find things they need in my department but there are times I feel to ketuk my skull with a giant hammer. Such times includes;

a) barang ni local ke dik?

- one time, i was approached by a middle aged abang who wanted to find a spare part plug for his rice cooker. i showed him, and later he asked me, "barang ni local ke dik"? i said yes, it is. he asked again, "tahan ke ni? "this time i felt reluctant to answer. I knew he wanted some assurance but still, even the thing got a lifetime warranty but you kept throwing it around, still no use jugak. hate being pushed by him, i answered him, "tahan, tapi tak de la tahan sampai kiamat." there, i said it. he laughed. betul la kan, kita yang diciptakan Allah ni pun ada expired date, apatah lagi spare part yang manusia reka sendiri. Macam ni la, here's a little tip for you, consumer out there. Do keep receipt just in case if the item is broken coz probably, you still can return the item and get the new one IF the defect is on the item.

b) appreciate the business hour notice la people.

- i dont understand why some customer really enjoyed the thrill of shopping at the very last minute. please notice whether the shop you enter tu, 24 hours or not. Dah la terhegeh hegeh mencari barang, buat muka tak bersalah pulak tu. Tolong lah fikir, we spend hours at the store, therefore we want to spend the last very minute with our husbands and kids, i'm speaking on behalf those who got families. Just like yesterday, it was what, 10pm already. 3 teenagers came to buy kipas. I said, we closed already. The main entrance will be closed soon. Then buat muka comel pulak, kata came from far, where? Bangkahulu ke? Dont ever try to make a conversation with me when i am pissed off with you. She said Supermarket X kat tempat dia closed at 1030pm. I said where is it? She said Kelantan. I told her this is supermarket Z and this is selangor. If she wants her kipas very late, then go buy dekat kelantan la (didnt said this to her face). After testing, I told her to go to the cashier. She asked, kitaorang angkat sendiri ke kipas ni? I said hmm..even though i really want to say this, press on the ON button, and the kipas will terbang sendiri to the cashier counter. Unless you got arthritis or masalah tulang rapuh which i believe you dont , I'll help you.

to be continue soon with lots of stories to ditch...ciao! got to viva la vida..

getting older doesnt mean getting wiser.

2009-09-10T10:37:00.004+08:00

im annoyed. just grow up la

How to start eyh? i used to be a very disgruntled kid years ago. Making faces, threw things around (which of coz i picked it up later), annoyingly sulking, super-duper rude, buttheaded and so on. And as i'm getting older with continously lecture from parents plus one time been slapped my bapak, at last i got it. It's not OK to buat perangai depan orang. It's not OK to buat muka.

It took me years to understand this until one day. It was my working shift dekat billion, a group of family came to buy shoes. Their teenager daughter was very rude to the parents. Buat muka mengada-ngada, being sarcastic to the parents etc. I was very annoyed at heart and I may not know what happen between them, but I really want to volunteer to the parents, "Mak Cik,Pak Cik, can i sepak your daughter?" After all, They are your parents, girl. They came to spend money on you, how ungrateful can you be?

I dont know whether you know or not, when you making faces, you are hurting other people. If it is your intention, congrats, you good at it. And I dont care how rich are you, how intelligent are you, how beautiful are you, please notice you still hodoh when you making faces. Friends, we are not getting younger, we're getting older. People expects us to be wiser, able to manage our own emotion. But when you buat muka, that's so freaking childish.

I want to babbling no more. We're not 12 anymore, for everyone's sake, we're 21.22.23 y.o. Stop making faces, start doing success.

Ciao, viva la vida!

post/script: no need to describe what making faces, you'll know one when you see it.

He who went to hell, must do hell!

2009-09-05T00:30:00.004+08:00

Dearest driver Satria NAQ181,

I would like to start with macam $!@)_... The road is not yours..We do pay taxes too, so please for everyone's sake, dont do the same stupid stunt again. Nothing happen today but who knows what happen next. Even Massa got crash. Man, that's definitely not cool. Honestly, I hate your guts and secretly i wish you crash. There, i said it out loud...I wish you got crash because HE WHO SEEKS EQUITY MUST COME WITH CLEAN HANDS which you dont.

Trulies,

The Victim

SHE, a true heart to heart story.

2009-08-19T12:46:00.001+08:00

She. A simple ordinary girl and this is to the one she always loves, yesterday, today and everyday.. the first feeling knowing him is totally tasteless. Day by day being with him, meeting up, sms’ing, and calling makes the sacred heart is bit by bit stolen until whole of this divine heart being robbed by him. The taken-heart is completely filled with a five- letter name. He doesn’t even know how special he is to that ordinary girl. But for that girl, he’s worth all. How this simple girl appreciates his jokes, how he often makes this girl laughs and cries at the same time. How this girl always ‘brings’ him wherever she goes-perfume, t-shirt, cards, choc. How this girl loves to see his smile. Even though often he teases that girl until she falls into tears, a wet-pillow with tears, credit-short just to make others calm her. If he could ever know how that girl loves him with her true heart, begins her every single day by thinking of him n how their memories fly then closes her eyes by still thinking of him at her subsequent nights. Deep inside her heart is praying for his safety, health, life and what not. Just to let him know, he is the best friend she ever had. He couldn’t be replaced. He is the one and only creature who manages to make that girl mad, drives her crazy. Again, he is the BEST to that girl’s FRIEND! He is the most precious person she ever had in her whole life.

written by SHE, the girl.

tiba-tiba layan jamal abdillah pulak la kan

2009-08-10T10:37:00.002+08:00

Resah hatiku merindui

Terbayang-bayang anggun, senyum dan tawamu

Baru semalam rasanya bagai setahun

Pemergianmu tak tertanggung

Indah suasana tika bersama

Siang dan malam seolah di alam syurga

Cintamu itu cinta yang setulus jiwa

Dimana ku cari gantinya

Telah kulupa detik hitam selamanya

Yang menodai cinta kita

Tidak terdaya menahan takdirnya

Engkau abadi di dalam dada

Sepi dunia didalam riuh rendahnya

Pedih jiwaku tanggung derita

Patah hatiku kesalan tiada terhingga

Kau satu dalam berjuta

Kepada Tuhan tempatku taruh harapan

Engkau selamanya dalam bahagia

Cintamu itu biar kukenanginya

Di sudut kamar hatiku...

Sekadar coretan buat kenangan

Cerita kita di sini kuabadikan

Tinggi harapan semoga diketemukan

Di alam impian syurga idaman

Tinggi harapan semoga diketemukan

Di alam impian syurga idaman

oh, not so wise la....

2009-07-28T19:41:00.002+08:00

Lately, perasaan tidak selesa menyelubungi diri apabila kesakitan akibat kesan dari pertumbuhan gigi geraham bongsu or else also known as wisdom tooth. It's really a pain in the mouth which really not wise. Sakit sangat. Selepas menyebarkan perihal kesakitan aku kepada hampir separuh populasi Malaysia, aku pun mengambil langkah untuk berjumpa dentist PKUKM..Dentist cakap kena wat minor surgery to remove the tooth. **throw confetti** yeah, surgery at last..aku pun tak paham why i'm so happy. lepas amik x-ray untuk gigi, dentist terus tetapkan the surgerical date. tarikh keramat aku 18/8. countdown la aku lepas ni...

kpd sesiapa yang nak tahu lebih lanjut pasal gigi geraham bongsu ni, bolehlah google sendiri ek..

ciao bella!

on being 21

2009-07-27T09:23:00.002+08:00

hello people, hello blogger, hello on hiatus blogger, hello lily allen, hello ryan seacrest, hello currently in a relationship friends and hello to little miss sunshine.

i would to thank those who wished me happy birthday on last friday. lots of thanks to well-wishers via facebook, friendster, sms's and etc. oh crap, im old but still thanks..

love,
21 y.o.g

beauty+scam=darn painfool

2009-05-01T15:34:00.003+08:00

This is the other side of intan. Please be prepared to hear some inappropriate words.

Lately, aku googled pasal consumer rights. *intan tipu*. Okie, sbnr'nye aku googled pasal one beauty centre ni sbb macam amazed dgn results'nya. Tapi apa yang aku dapat adalah komplen daripada customer tu sendiri. COol, bila baca story orang lain, lebih kurang dengan my experience cuma praise be to Allah, aku tak terpedaya dengan mereka. Lemme begin my story ye people.

On one peaceful evening, aku lepak kat bilik Dilla when ada la promoter dari PD dtg. Aku ingatkan kawan kawan KIZ dilla or Sha. Sekali diaorang minta izin masuk, hah sudah. lepas introduced diri, diaorang cakap diaorang dari PD nak promote RS. Mmg dasar promoter , aku pun terbeli promotion card yg berharga RM 30. Itupun sebab tak lama lagi ada annual dinner fac dan i want to do it for my ex-crush.*shame*

Okie, let's move to the highlight. After set the appointment, aku pergilah RS yang dekat Bangi ni. Masuk2, after register. Staff kat situ bagi minum air teh tawar or what they called Chinese Tea. Fill in some form then masuk bilik untuk skin analysis. This is the time when they pin-pointed your skin problem. Guess what, I got uneven skin colour, minor pimples, scar, big pores..etc..I agreed when some people told that this is some kind of human psychology those beautician used to make customer sign up for packages. Aku yang hati kering ni mengangguk kesian dengar apa yang so called beautician tu cakap. Dia cakap macam seolah-olah aku ni dah tak de harapan nak hidup dengan masalah kulit aku. Padahal, aku one step closer nak pin-point masalah kulit dia pulak sebab seriously dia pun ada problem yang sama membuatkan aku terfikir berbaloi-kah buat treatment kat sini sedangkan beautician dia pun 2x5 dengan customer.

After the pyschology war, dia bawak aku masuk bilik sempit utk tukar baju padahal nak buat facial je pun. Apa kaitan? Aku yang first-timer ni pun menurut la. Dia pun buat la kerja dia, menodai kulit muka aku. Sampai satu time, dia nak keluarkan whitehead aku dengan whitehead remover yang aku pun pernah beli kat Guardian Warta. Mana segala bagai mesin yang promoter PD tu janjikan, cish! If this treatment costs me rm250, sorry la nak datang lagi. Lepas habis, ingatkan boleh balik tapi kena dengar dia promote barang-barang dia dulu. Bla,bla,bla...aku cakap tak pela, may be next time. Dia kata tak boleh nanti skin problems getting serious..*macam aku kisah je selama ni*, then aku replied, tak de cashla. Dia cakap, tak pe boleh bayar dengan debit card, coz kononnya faham la student..screw debit card kalau dalam bank pun zero balance. Jangan la senang2 korang bagi apa2 card even ic kat mereka ni, menyesal nanti. I said no till the end, lepas berbasa-basi, i said buhbye. Lepas tu, terus biked ke Putrajaya rehearsel dinner.

One more thing, during my session...aku perasan my beautician bermain mesej...ew..speaking about ethic people. DOnt they have some kind of professional code? Even cashier has their staff code.

Time aku menulis entri ni tiba tiba pintu bilik aku diketuk orang. Siapa pulak yang berani mengganggu ketenangan aku. Aku bukak pintu dah terpacul lah seorang amoi;

dia: hai, penah dgr RS x?
aku: dah, penah pegi dah pun..
dia: so how your skin?
aku: biasa je.
dia: your penah dengar bizzybody tak?
aku: penah tp tak minat la..
dia: bizzybody ada facial, slimming bla,bla,bla
aku: sori x minat..(then i slammed the door right in front of her face)

Ye, aku tipu lagi. Tak baik la buat orang cam tu..aku properly explain aku x minat, then dia kata thankyu..pas tu blah..aku tutup pintu dengan penuh sopan. I was wondering, did these people get the permission to do business in UKM? I mean first at KIZ, then FUU, now Zaaba. Sesenang je masuk.

One good bad experience to read here; http://eddida.blogspot.com/2008/06/what-lies-beneath-nak-story-sket_15.html

My piece of advice, sebelum sign up kat mana mana beauty centre, do some research first. Google is one good way. Yes, beauty is pain but scam is even more painful. Ciao!

rindu itu anugerah Allah

2009-04-29T10:05:00.005+08:00

*nabil & auni*

this is my picture of my niece and nephew. yang pakai tudung pink is not my niece ye, itu unidentified person. *wink wink*

rindu pada mereka. frankly speaking, before mereka lahir, i used to think, kids are creepy creatures, coz i'm the one adults will blame if they cry, i'm the one to yell at if they make chaos and so on.....*please dont blame me, i didnt have kids in my family house since i was the youngest*

it's different now. i'm really in love with kids *please take note this love is not some kind of forbidden love ek* i hardly stop laugh when they're at home. i love to stalk these kids when they're sleep. how funny when they changes clothes, how messy they could be when they're eat, somehow i didnt mind if my parents scold me because of them.

can't wait to go back to Delima Park coz there're no place like home.

in addition, aku rindu jugak dengan mak dan bapakku. *intan blushing*
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sememangnya rindu itu anugerah Allah, baru aku faham kenapa.

"Maka mana nikmat Tuhan yang kamu dustakan?"

2009-04-28T11:43:00.005+08:00

*pic diambil dari email fwd kak.Ema*

a picture worth a thousand words.
but
these three pictures?
it's countless.
"Maka mana nikmat Tuhan yang kamu dustakan?" - Surah Ar-Rahman

----------------------------------------------------

Terima kasih Tuhan
atas kekuatan yang Kau beri.

untitled II

2009-04-21T10:44:00.000+08:00

"Penguasa alam,
tolonglah pegangi aku
biar ku tak jatuh

pada sumur dosa yang terkutuk
dan menyesatkan cintaku"

i heart been tagged.

2009-04-12T09:58:00.000+08:00

do u think u'r hot?
-kalau hot itu adalah selekeh, yeah..definitely

upload a favourite picture of you:

give three reason why you like this picture?
1. there was a cake = someone getting older = and i like it
2. coz i'm in the front, looking innocent.
3. sebab ada mereka, dah tau.. mau tanya lagi..

when was the last time you eat pizza?
a day after i lost my HP, what a celebration

the last song you listen?
Not fair - Lily Allen

what are you doing now besides this?
stalking someone on facebook. good things facebook didnt have profile view. or did they?

what name you prefer besides yours?
...cant think of one...intan safinaz pun sedap apa?

people to tag:
1.anak pak cik ramli, amirul
2.hardysham punya adik, shahrysham
3. kakak wazini, dilla
4.liyana jasmay punya sepupu, liyana syuhada
5. ex-boyfie aku, chuck bass..

who is num one?
Bendahari ALSA this term.

num three is having relationship with?
lemme think first. Banyak sangat, Joe Flizzow mungkin, tak pun Shrek, Wall-E rasanya..pilihla yang mana satu korang nak..

say something about num 5?
we used to hang out together, now we're just friend[s]

who is num 2?
my magazine supplier, and my friend to bitch about susan mayer.

say something about num 4?
she is into Japanese showbiz or Korean..which i cant tell..because they all look the same..that's the reason i dont watch their movies.

post/script: Siapa itu Rasputin? Mari Google dia.

apa jadi kalau anda ingat anda valentino rossi?

2009-04-10T23:29:00.000+08:00

Benda ni jadi setahun yang lalu. Bila aku berangan akulah valentino rossi versi perempuan. Bila aku berangan selekoh fuu tu macam litar sepang, maka inilah hasilnya.

Ini mangsa I, mangsa II not in picture

i need to wait 45 mins for someone to tell me that i need to go to emergency unit.
good, add more pain please.

i wait no longer to bike again. it's not like i have my butler to follow me everywhere else.
kena berdikari sendiri, itu lah guna frasa berdiri atas kaki sendiri!

post/script:percayalah, malang memang tak de bau.

hey love

2009-04-10T12:16:00.000+08:00

*mari buka buku baru*

seems like someone has no jobs other than deleted her previous blog and recreated a new one that use the same url. tak ada kerja sangat-sangat lah ni.

intansafinaz.blogspot.com

new look, new posts, new theme
same storyteller.

post/script: i dont have early 20 life crisis.

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rindu itu anugerah Allah

"Maka mana nikmat Tuhan yang kamu dustakan?"

untitled II

i heart been tagged.

apa jadi kalau anda ingat anda valentino rossi?

hey love

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